Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Overdue Blog

Wow...it's summer and life just keeps on rolling along! It's horrible to not slow down and blog. I have lots to blog about. Blogspot needs to create blogspot mobile patterned after Facebook mobile! I do have Internet on my phone but blogging just seems a little difficult via that method.

We've spent MaNNnnNNYYYYYyyyyyy long hours at the Fireworks Warehouse the past few days. We realize Trent and Calah must get horribly bored since they have to open and stay until close. Friday and Saturday their shifts was 9 am - midnight. (boring!) Even though they haven't been too busy due to the burn bans in our area having people to talk with, etc is helpful to them. We just try to be a blessing! ha

Last week was b'day week for Kent and me. We both enjoyed our days. Kent surprised me by hosting a birthday party after church. During preaching he had some ladies decorate the foyer. He purchased two birthday cakes. One had the number 4 and the other had the number 6! There were balloon bouquets, confetti, streamers, and squawkers. I was truly surprised! It's not often that happens. I received beautiful cards, gifts, and gift cards. Our church presented us $500 during service for our birthdays. We will use it for spending money on our vacation.

After two long days at the fireworks warehouse we are flying from Houston IAH to San Francisco Sunday night. We are returning home on Saturday night. We've rented a convertible and will enjoy the Hwy 1 coastal areas. We haven't had the time to plan out the trip as much as normal. We are seeking a fun relaxing time. Hopefully we can see a few friends in the area, too. We are staying in Monterey. Will be travelling in and out of there each day.

I hope each of you are enjoying a wonderful summer. Conroe has been extremely hot and we are experiencing a drought. Otherwise, it's a wonderful summer.

Until I write again...MUCH LOVE!!!!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!

Allow me to pause and wish a MOST wonderful birthday to my husband. What a wonderful husband, father, friend and pastor! It's amazing that I have lived with him longer than I lived with my parents.

Kent is loyal and loving. He is kind, considerate, and caring. He is a GIVER....I think we would probably be millionaires by now if he wouldn't have given it all away. The flip side is we are beyond blessed because of his generosity.

He is fun loving and enjoys spending time with the family. He also loves spending time with his MANY friends. Sometimes we have to tell him "Don't take any more phone calls tonight from your friends, it's family time!"

CUPC is definitely his passion. He is very caring and compassionate towards the church family. He prays for each of them and truly bears their burdens to the Lord. He is a man of great vision. Sometimes I have to runnnnnnnnnnnn just to keep up. He will cast the vision and depends on me and others to make it all happen. About the time we feel we've accomplished here we go again. What a true visionary leader!

He is a very fair person. I have watched him handle situations in our family, church, home, and ministry. He is always fair. He doesn't believe in casting stones and realizes all have sinned and come short of the glory of God. He definitely believes in mercy and grace.

The BEST thing about R. Kent Smith is he is my VERY BEST friend. I love him with all my heart and wish him the best birthday ever. 48 wow.....we became friends when I was 5 and he was 7...lots of incredible memories.

Babe, I love you with all my heart. I hope your 48th year will be the best ever. I KNOW your greatest happiness comes with continued church growth - numerically and spiritually. Again, on your birthday I commit all over again to helping you receive your best present. While I know I've contributed to the Calloway golf bag for your birthday gift, and I'm sure there will be another prize or two...I well know the best gift I can give to you is myself in support of your ministry. I'm with you 100 percent. Let's have continued revival!


All my love

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Happy Father's Day

Kent, thanks for being a wonderful Dad. Redonia and Trent are truly blessed to have you as their Daddy. Your love shows in all you do. Thanks for encouraging them to always do what’s right. Thank you for making Redonia feel like a princess. Though she enjoys girl talks with me we both know in the event of a crisis it's DADDY all the way! She's such a daddy's little girl and I wouldn't have it any other way. Thanks for helping Trent to become a great husband and leader. I remember many times telling you that you were too hard on him. You made him stay with us rather than with friends. You called him 99 times in a 2 hour date with a girl, etc. Most of who he has become is because of your love and vision for him. Thanks for being more than a Father-in-Law to Calah. It's obvious she loves you so much. Thank you for spoiling us all rotten.

Daddy, where do I start? It has been 28 years since I have seen you. In many ways it seems as only a few days ago. Thanks for being a wonderful Dad. Thanks for being tough on me. Thanks for not letting me do what everyone else did. Thanks for taking time to laugh, play, and listen. Thanks for being a great Pastor. I still remember some of your sermons. Thanks for teaching me to love the lost and enjoy bus ministry. I don’t think I’ll ever be as good as you but I sure am trying. Thanks for spoiling me by buying lots of shoes and always keeping them polished, too. Thanks for the many times you would run your finger over furniture that I polished. I still remember having to redo the whole house if you found one item not dusted properly. Thanks for being silly and making us laugh. I know you would love your grandchildren. I wish Redonia and Trent could have known you. Daddy, I hate cancer. I know you taught us that no matter what God is still a healer. Thanks, Dad!!! I know He is. Even though I have spent more Father’s Days without you, it still isn’t any easier. Daddy, I miss you!!!!

Popsie, Happy Father’s Day! I love you very much. Thank you for loving me like a daughter yet allowing me to miss my Dad. Thank you for understanding that it doesn’t mean I love you any less. Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for being the best Popsie Redonia and Trent could want. Thank you for loving them just like they are really yours. I know as for as they are concerned you really are!!! Thanks for being more than a step-dad.

Papaw, you are a wonderful father-in-law. Happy Father’s Day! I love you just like you are. I love it when you try to involve yourself in a current affair of ours and say “Let Pops tell you something and I don’t mean to get in your business.” I do value your opinions! I love all your jokes and stories even though I could quote many of them in my sleep. Don’t let Mamaw ever make you stop telling them. They are still really funny! Thank you for giving me my best friend, Kent. Thanks for teaching him how to serve God with all his heart and work his guts out, too! Remember when you fuss at Kent to slow down who taught him to be so driven! I love you!

I’m thankful not only for these earthly fathers but my heavenly Father. Thank you, Jesus, for being a father to me. Thank you for your love and mercy. Just as I have striven to ensure my earthly Fathers know I love them I want you to know I love you, too.

Happy Father’s Day!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Vacation Solicitation

My boyfriend and I are planning a getaway. We have been lots of places from Canada to Mexico from New York City to California to Florida and most points in between.

This year we want to do something relaxing not high energy. We have thought of flying somewhere then renting a convertible and driving. We enjoy pretty roadsides, quaint shopping villages and good food! We thought of flying to California renting a car and doing a road trip. We have been to San Francisco several times. We have also been to San Diego. Any suggestions??????

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Stillness in the Midst of a Busy Day

Have you ever walked back into your home exhausted as you open the front door? When the children were younger I could walk in and survey the aftermath of a morning's frenzy. Our days can consist of a frenzied rush as we struggle to fulfill family, work, home and volunteer obligations leaving no time in our schedule.

Often when our lives get out of control we must realize it may be because we've stopped spending time on those things we value most. Our alone time with God often is the first thing that gets pushed aside. Before we know it, we are living a chaotic lifestyle where fun and stillness are mere memories.

Many of us live constantly on the move, stretched beyond our maximum. We know that we need to stop to rest, plan and regroup, and draw closer to God. The truth is that the door to stillness is waiting for us to open it and go through but it won't open itself. We must choose to make stillness a daily part of our lives.

To live wisely, we must learn to balance the time we spend in quiet and calm with the time we spend in the hustle of everyday life. Ecclesiastes 3:1 says, There is a time for everything. This includes a time and place to cultivate stillness in the midst of our busy, productive lives.

It is imperative for us to get away from everything and everybody on a regular basis for thought, prayer and rest. Stillness is the key to keeping ourselves from becoming frazzled and out of control. It is as necessary as sleep, exercise and nutritious food. Perspective is lost when these are out of balance.

People who make time for stillness have the energy and perspective to stay on top of their hectic lives. As we seek God for direction, He will open the door to discovering ways to implement our needed quiet times.

There are things that can only be accomplished as we meet the Lord in quiet. It is in our quiet times that we get a handle on so many challenging aspects of our lives. I Thessalonians 4: 11, 12: Make it your ambition to lead a quiet life & so that your daily life may win the respect of outsiders and that you will not be dependent on anybody.

Retreating to a quiet place helps us to discover stillness. For some it may need to be outdoors and for others it may be indoors. There have been times in our lives that we have literally sat on the patio watching the sprinklers meditating on God. When we are over stimulated and worn down by the constant barrage of life, the spirit of stillness and time alone with God are lifesavers.

God's Word can be the foundation of our security and strength. It is through daily Scripture reading, prayer and meditation that we can tap into God's strength and love and get a handle on our lives.

God is our shepherd and He will guide us when we seek Him. He will provide every resource we need to walk with Him. When we plan ahead and make time for Him we can be sure that God's strength will carry us through the many demands of life.

Today my friends I pray that a busy life will not be what makes you less productive. I am a firm believer that a busy person can always handle a job better than someone with lots of time on their hands. Please know that I am not advocating doing less I'm simply saying that we must prioritize and make room for God. It's amazing how taking 15 minutes of stillness with God yields a more productive day. God time reduces stress and causes me to work more effectively.

Is life frazzled, frantic, hectic, out of control, frustrating, etc? If so stop...take a minute or more to think on the goodness of God, read a scripture, whisper a prayer, hum a song. You'll be amazed the calmness He will bring!

Blessings for a calm yet busy or productive day!

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Prayer Request

Please pray for my husband. He is suffering from acute gout. He struggled through out campmeeting. After the 3rd night of very little sleep due to the pain he had me take him to the hospital this morning. He NEVER misses church sick. He was given a shot of morphine, a shot of toradol, and vicodin for pain. Additionally, he was given a stronger medication than he normally takes for the gout. Unfortunately nothing has diminished the pain. In fact tonight the foot is swollen many times larger than earlier today. The swelling is now to mid-calf.

Late last evening Trent called Bro. Nate Lawrence and invited them to cover our services today. Thankfully they had the day available. CUPC had terrific services!! To God be the glory. We KNOW God is a prayer answering God.

Much love and appreciation for each of your prayers and friendship!

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Texas District Campmeeting

It's Thursday and we've really enjoyed an awesome campmeeting! Bro. Davis from Georgia and Bro. Kinsie from Florida have done outstanding. Normally I don't enjoy the Bible teacher as much as I have enjoyed Bro. Davis. Most years the Bible teacher takes a llllllooooooong time to get going then out does himself in theology. I get lost probably due to my boredom. This year, however, I have loved every minute of Bro. Davis. Of course, Bro. Kinsie is always good and holds my attention.

We've enjoyed seeing lots of friends that we only see at district events. We've enjoyed meals with Chris & Misti Ferguson, Trent & Calah, Grammy & Popsie, Mamaw & Papaw, Gene & Carla Holley, and Mark & Diane Green. The eating is not the fun but the time spent with friends and family is BEST. We have four more opportunities! Tonight is the Minister's & Wives Appreciation Dinner. Some years we attend. Some years we opt to spend time with friends. Of course if we go we'll see lots of friends, too.

Today Darren & Ginger Gilbert will be ordained. Wow, this makes me feel really old! I remember Darren being a crusader camper. Then I remember him going to crusader camp with his parents and all the younger girls going CrAZy over him! Now he is on the TX Dist Youth Committee. We talked about *skipping* out on this service but when we realized Darren's being ordained we decided to attend. Trent and Calah are friends with Darren and Ginger. We share lots of awesome camp memories!!! Kay and David Gilbert are surely proud today. Bro. Gilbert will be giving the charge, I believe, to all the ordination candidates. What an honor for Darren!

I do have my camera but I haven't taken a single pic! Hopefully, Sis. Elms is getting some pics and will create a slideshow. I haven't seen her camera go snappy snap either! Maybe I will get some today and tomorrow. Sometimes you just get so busy having fun that you can't stop to take the picture!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Reflections....

Have you ever sat down and thought about what a year in time has held for you? This morning for some reason reflections entered my thought processes without me even welcoming them. I sit here in Best Western Crown Colony in Lufkin. The thought occurred to me that this year I feel much different than I did last year.

Last year I came to campmeeting really tired. Trent got married on the Saturday before we came to Lufkin on Monday. Last year I cohabited with my husband who cried most of the week cause Bubby was a big boy and married. This year Trent and Calah came to our room and visited on Monday night until midnight. Then they walked across the hall to their room. We didn't shed any tears in fact we were glad to tell them nite nite! This morning Kent woke up bright and early very cheerful. In fact right now he's singing the Sunday School song, "The Holy Ghost will take the Chicken out of You". Wow, what a difference a year makes!

This year many wonderful things have happened. Our church is in tremendous revival. I don't even know how many people have been baptized and filled with the Spirit. We have MANY new wonderful converts who faithfully attend CUPC. The music department has gone thru major changes. Most involved very passionately worship and lead the congregation into God's presence long before the Word. We feed the homeless and poor every Sunday. We've hosted successful block parties. We've remodeled the Studio, a youth meeting place. We've added CARE an exciting approach to getting the entire congregation to CARE for others. It's working and people feel loved! CCS is growing. We've purchased a church bus. We run both bus and van routes each Sunday. The van makes several trips on Wednesday and Sunday nights. We've seen several miracles this year. Our church has grown.

Our home has changed significantly. It's really quite EXCEPT when Calah and Trent come to visit. Redonia is very successfully working and loving her business ventures. Kent started going to the YMCA faithfully a few months ago. A few weeks ago I joined him. We added a new family member, Bishop. Kent was able to get off the meds for diabetes. We've endeavored to spend more time with friends and have had a good time doing so. I've purposed in my heart to say kind things to people often using many means - texting, phone calls, cards, emails, Facebook or blog comments. I've accomplished that goal. It's awesome how many sweet things have been done for me. In fact just this morning I received a text from my sister in law, Courtney, that she woke up with me on her mind. She went on to say she is lifting me up today and loves me. I love getting that kind of message for my very first phone communique of the day. It really is true you reap what you sow.

Wow....stop and think what the past 12 months has held for you. How have you faced the year? First, let me say all years haven't been as successful for me as this one. I LOVE it when I can reflect and see this much progress. The calendar year isn't over yet....I'm still making my list!

Monday, June 8, 2009

TEAMWORK

This morning I awoke with the same thought that I went to bed pondering. In fact I dreamed about it most of the night. If I work on a project and set my mind to it I PROBABLY can accomplish it. However, if someone helps me with the project I can CERTAINLY accomplish it. Having others to help with a project motivates us to finish, is more enjoyable, reduces burnout, and reduces the workload thus allowing for more to be accomplished

Why then if teamwork promotes healthy returns would anyone not be a team player? These are thoughts that have plagued my mind. Maybe it's because of low self-esteem. Some refuse to get involved fearing they don't have much to offer. Others resist involvement due to selfishness. The work at hand doesn't benefit them. Some refuse to be team players because they want ALL the credit rather than sharing credit for a job well done with others. Regardless, each of these are based upon self.

Some people refuse altar work. Of course if they bring their family or friends they want EVERYONE praying. Some refuse to worship or promote a good service. Again if they have a special need or have a family or friend who does they EXPECT a good service and can't understand why every one's not involved in promoting a worshipful service. Some refuse to reach outside their friend groups for social interaction. Of course if they are hurting, sick, hospitalized, having a birthday party, etc they expect every one's attention. Some only participate in events in a church that seem fun to them, meet their needs, or ones they are responsible for. They forget these events are planned because someone needs them. Some just seem to never make the effort unless it rewarding to them. They can't see other's who may benefit from their presence. After all it's all about them.

Teamwork requires flexibility. Some are so rigid that the slightest change makes them want to quit rather than see the benefit of a change even if the change is temporary. Again, its all about them . This is the reason it must remain thy way they've always done things.

Teamwork is about doing what the other can't do and individualism is about doing what I want to do. Temwork is about making others look good while I don't have to have the recognition. Teamwork is about getting more accomplished as a group.

Teamwork in a praise team means some have to sing softer rather than overshadow the group. Teamwork in the band means maybe cutting out the fancy stuff in order to blend better and make the entire group sound better. Teamwork in evangelism means some plant, some water, some fertilize, some harvest but we all realize God brings the increase. Teamwork in small groups means we all make the effort to attend because a newcomer or discouraged person needs to feel the love from many. Teamwork in caring for others means we share in carrying one anothers burdens.

Teamwork is rewarding for the person feeling the benefits of many just as it is for those on the team. If I care for one person then that person knows I love them but if a team of people cares then that person thinks, "Wow, I'm truly loved!" Besides in a church I don't want to look like the
'good' person. Rather I want everyone to view our church (team) as a good church.

I believe in the framework of a church good people become self-centered. While they may not be tempted to turn their backs on God they may be tempted to turn to themselves. I have been pastor's wife long enough to know that this creates pride. Proverbs 1 6:8 Pride goeth before destruction and a haughty spirit before a fall. While blatant things against God will not come first to many if we become self centered prides enter because we want to LOOK GOOD. Soon after a fall occurs.

Today this pastor's wife wants to promote healthy teamwork thus diffusing pride. Unfortunately, I can give too many accounts of where individualism gave way to pride and soon after a complete fall occurred. Lord, help us get our eyes off ourselves and the things we call 'ours'. Help us to see others, work with others, and help others.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Happy Anniversary


Today marks the 1 Year Wedding Anniversary of my children, Calah and Trent. I am VERY proud of them. After a beautiful wedding and reception the children enjoyed a limousine ride to the Marriot @ IAH. The next morning they flew to Cancun, Mexico for their honeymoon.

Last evening at a small group meeting I was sharing some pictures of a wedding yesterday. It occured to me today is the kid's anniversary. I mentioned I couldn't believe Trent had been married one year. Kevin Greer immediately spoke up and talked about how proud he is of Trent. He said he had never in his life seen someone mature as fast as Trent has the past year. Then he said CUPC has never had anyone whether on staff or not carry the responsibility load that Trent and Calah carries. He said Sis. Smith Trent carries at least four major jobs. The kids work at CCS, Youth Pastor, Music Director, CARE for people, teach the youth class on Wednesday nights (my old job), & help with Outreach. Additionally, Bro. Greer has taught Trent how to do some of the maintenance things around the church. Normally the Music Director has just done that job. The Youth Leaders have not led another department, etc. Bro. Greer stated they've done all this their first year of marriage and seem so happy with one another. He continued to say how proud he is of Trent and Calah. Of course all the other's at the table began to add to Bro. Greer's remarks.

The day after returning home from the honeymoon Trent and Calah managed a large Fireworks Warehouse as a youth fundraiser. They worked from 8 am til midnight. The warehouse unfortunately was not in Conroe rather the children had to drive 30 minutes to the store each way. Many days they had to gather youth to ride with them to the store or take youth home after a long day of work. The store was the company's #1 store. During the course of the year the youth remodeled Trent's garage and converted it into a Studio for the youth to meet with the proceeds of the fireworks. The kids live in the church parsonage next door to the church. The Studio is awesome!

Calah's Dad was a licensed minister yet worked a full-time job. He preached for people on weekends. I was MOST concerned before the kids got married knowing their salary would be much less than Calah was accustomed. She has done an amazing job adjusting to the life of entry level full-time ministry. The kids are incredible with their money. They've learned to save and make things happen. Kent and I haven't given them a penny. We've watched MANY services as they walk to their little house rather than going out to eat. We know it's because they have to watch their budget. They spend their money on Friday nights for the youth of CUPC. They go out to eat after rallies, take the kids to Main Event, eat ice cream or Starbucks with the kids, purchase things for object lessons and games, etc. They buy music for the Music Department, too.

This morning I'm a thankful Mom for a beautiful first year of marriage. I KNOW Kent is proud of the kids, too. Calah, up in heaven your Dad is certainly proud. I KNOW he sees each job you do and is thankful that you are working for the Lord. Denise and Dee, Calah's Mom and step-dad are proud of the kids, too.

Calah and Trent, I pray your second year of marriage will be as blessed as your first year. We've never witnessed a fight or fuss while I'm sure there have been disagreements. Calah, thanks for being a wonderful homemaker for Trent. You've done a wonderful job decorating the little house and making it a beautiful home. Trent, thanks for being a leader to Calah in your passionate way of serving God.

Much love on this your first anniversary!

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Thankful

Today I faced many obstacles and victories. I'm thankful to be apart of so many people's lives. This morning a very special friend of mine who obviously has some handicaps rode our church bus. Diane has been my special friend for about 1.5 years. She LOVES cats...anything cats. I've taken her kitty litter for the imaginary kitty cats, cat calendars, cat posters, and cat motif cookie filled tins. You get the picture anything cats my friend loves. During our altar service my sweet friend cried and wept as she was gloriously filled with the Spirit. I couldn't help but weep as I heard her speak in a heavenly language. Of course others were filled with the Spirit, too.

After picking up Diane I was approached rapidly by one of the moms of some of our bus children. She was distraught due to problems another family is experiencing. The other family has 3 children who faithfully attend our church. This family is having a definite problem were some were incarcerated. Today Kent and I will be visiting the jail and juvenile center. I was able to offer hope and the peace of God this morning to the mom and grandmother. This was a first time for me to spend time in the home. I believe it will not be the last and by the grace and mercy of God we will be able to help this family. The entire family with the exception of the Mom who was working attended our block party yesterday. Ironically, one of our men shared a testimony of how he was in jail and how God used that time to change his life. I pray the testimony has rang over and over and over again to each of these involved.

Yesterday after our block party I took the prescriptions of one of our homeless ladies to be filled. This dear lady had surgery Friday to open and cleanse staph wounds. She has a large gaping wound were the staph if oozing from her body. It breaks my heart knowing with this nasty infection she is sleeping in the woods homeless. I made sure she had adequate cleaning supplies and medication to treat the wound. Please help me pray for this dear friend. I KNOW God is a healer. He is able to keep his hand on this person. She was not at church this morning and today I am troubled for her.

The new family I've written about a couple of times who we dedicated their infant to God was in service today. The mom had a mass removed from her thyroid Friday. We still aren't sure if it is malignant or not. The original biopsy was inconclusive. I'm thankful that at the close of our service as many ladies gathered around this sweet new convert felt the sweet presence of God that permeated our sanctuary. I was blessed watching her weep and pray.

I KNOW God's mercy and grace is more than sufficient to meet each need. I'm thankful I am a part of each of these families. God is sufficient for every need! The more involved in other's lives the more thankful I become. I'm blessed. I've spent time in homes that feel hopeless. Many don't know how to take care of their bodies or their homes. So many don't have a permanent home. The travel from tent to bench to library and when the manage to get a day job they spend a night in a motel that I would be afraid to even stay in. We feed so many lunch on Sunday so they can enjoy a hot cooked Sunday lunch. While they eat on Styrofoam plates I never feed my family on paper or Styrofoam. I don't even know how many sets of dishes I own. While most of these are in their circumstances because of bad choices and addictions, the mercy of God is delivering them. I'm thankful our church loves these people and we are seeing many get apartments, their drivers licences again, and secure at least day labor employment. I believe in a few short years the old lifestyles will be far from their lives.

I'm truly a thankful pastor's wife today!

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Super Excited

Sunday is Pentecost Sunday. What an exciting day for the church! Peter was given the keys to the kingdom of heaven according to Matthew 16:19. I ask what does a key do? Of course we all know that a key can either unlock or lock doors. What did Peter preach? Following is a great account of what happened on the day of Pentecost. Now if you will carefully notice verse 39 the promise that Peter preached about wasn't just to those present but rather to ALL that are afar off. God hasn't called us home yet. I KNOW the promise of the infilling of the Spirit is for each of us today.

At CUPC people are finding the need to be baptized for the first time in the NAME of JESUS. MANY who have been baptized other ways are feeling the necessity of being re-baptized in the NAME of Jesus. While I am a mom, a sister, a friend, a blogger, a wife, a daughter, a pastor's wife, a southerner, etc these are all titles but my NAME is Tracie Smith. I'm glad that I KNOW the name of our Lord is Jesus. There is no other name given under heaven where by we must be saved. People are repenting and truly endeavoring to turn from their sinful ways. God is filling them with His Spirit. Service after service we are seeing people began to speak with other tongues. In fact just last Sunday morning 13 persons spoke with tongues for the very first time.

Today we are hosting a picnic at MLK Park. We are believing people will be baptized and receive the Holy Spirit right in the park. Then tomorrow we are hoping to again see many more conversions. Pentecost means 50. How awesome will it be if we have a minimum of 50 persons receive the Holy Ghost this weekend?

If you have experienced Pentecost I suggest tomorrow you find someone to share your glorious experience. I KNOW I have friends and family who read my blog who have not experienced Pentecost. I wish you all lived near me. I would absolutely be honored to spend time with you in service tomorrow and witness your personal Pentecost. However, miles may separate but God is the same EVERYwhere. What He's pouring out in Conroe He will do the same in your location. Find a church who teaches the Word of God and will pray with you to receive this wonderful gift that is promised to each of us.

Read the following account. For space I've not included the entire chapter but please do read. This promise is for you!!!

Acts 2:1 - 13 And when the day of Pentecost was fully come, they were all with one accord in one place. And suddenly there came a sound from heaven as of a rushing mighty wind, and it filled all the house where they were sitting. And there appeared unto them cloven tongues like as of fire, and it sat upon each of them. And they were all filled with the Holy Ghost, and began to speak with other tongues, as the Spirit gave them utterance. And there were dwelling at Jerusalem Jews, devout men, out of every nation under heaven. Now when this was noised abroad, the multitude came together, and were confounded, because that every man heard them speak in his own language. And they were all amazed and marvelled, saying one to another, Behold, are not all these which speak Galilaeans? And how hear we every man in our own tongue, wherein we were born? Parthians, and Medes, and Elamites, and the dwellers in Mesopotamia, and in Judaea, and Cappadocia, in Pontus, and Asia,Phrygia, and Pamphylia, in Egypt, and in the parts of Libya about Cyrene, and strangers of Rome, Jews and proselytes, Cretes and Arabians, we do hear them speak in our tongues the wonderful works of God And they were all amazed, and were in doubt, saying one to another, What meaneth this? Others mocking said, These men are full of new wine.

Acts 2:14 - 16 But Peter, standing up with the eleven, lifted up his voice, and said unto them, Ye men of Judaea, and all ye that dwell at Jerusalem, be this known unto you, and hearken to my words: For these are not drunken, as ye suppose, seeing it is but the third hour of the day. But this is that which was spoken by the prophet Joel;

Acts 2:37 - 39 Now when they heard this, they were pricked in their heart, and said unto Peter and to the rest of the apostles, Men and brethren, what shall we do?
Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost. For the promise is unto you, and to your children, and to all that are afar off, even as many as the LORD our God shall call.

I am SUPER EXCITED that I have experienced the most wonderful gift that was promised me. Furthermore, I'm thankful that I will be apart of helping others experience the same gift. Check back for weekend updates.....I KNOW it's going to be wonderful!!!!

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Nothing Profound

Ok do you want a honest post or a great to read post? Well, I'll try to do both knowing I'm writing to a varied reading audience.

Honestly, I feel horrible, absolutely horrible. I can't wake up today. I have a little bit of a sore throat. However, I feel today exactly how I feel after I've had a few seizures in a day. In the past I have had seizures in my sleep but normally Kent wakes up and 'tends' to me. He said if I had a seizure last night he never knew it. Ugghhhh....I HATE this feeling. I forgot my laptop this morning and had to come home to get it. When I returned home I sat in the chair and was a sleep in a minute or two. Normally, it takes the atmosphere perfect for me to go to sleep and then I don't just fall asleep. Later sitting in Kent's office I fell asleep. We left the office early and came home. I just gave in and got in the bed. I slept for about 4 hours. This evening I went on outreach for our block party and Pentecost Sunday events. Thankfully, in the streets witnessing I felt great. I wasn't tired feeling at all. I guess adrenaline kicked in. Sitting here writing my eyes are heavy. I'm not long for this world...sleepy time is coming quickly!

Now for the great READ. We hit an obstacle in outreach today. Thankfully, all was resolved peacefully. During the resolution of the problem Kent's cell phone rang. It was a brand new convert family. In a previous post I mentioned last Sunday dedicating a baby of a new family. Well, the husband calls. His wife has to have emergency surgery tomorrow to remove a mass from her thyroid. He called Kent for prayer. Long story short they met us at the park and we prayed for this precious family. The husband was excited because he has been telling everyone on his job about his new church. He said one of the men is coming Sunday and is ready to be baptized!!! This family is so precious. There is no telling how God is going to bless and use them.

Off to sleepy land....blessing to all of you for a Fantastic Friday!!!!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Sensitivity to URGENT Prayer Requests

This morning early I began to hear Kent pray. Well, that's nothing new. Normally I wake up to him praying and hear him praying as he drifts off to sleep. Today was a little different I could feel in his prayers the CARES for people. Of course it troubled me. I NEVER ask who because if he wants me to know he tells me. If not oh well...I just start praying, too.

As I began to pray I felt a burden for the needs of people, too. I began to pray for needs I KNEW about and also those I didn't know about. Later, I began to pray about a special need posted to Kent's blog. It was obvious some one's marriage was in trouble. We didn't know who and 'who' didn't matter. God knows and that's all that matters. Later this evening Kent received a private email from the 'who'. This is from a friend from long ago. Please join us in praying about this special need. Apparently details can't be fixed but I KNOW a God who is able to help our friend.

Later, I received an email from a friend with a very desperate need for healing of her spouse. The person asked to remain anonymous to others. This is a very desperate need. This need comes from a friend from many years ago.

Last night as I blogged I questioned should I continue. Often I feel I write too much and people don't enjoy reading such lengthy writings. They just seem to grow....Then today both of these persons who contacted us was apart of our lives even before we were married. I'm sure Satan would prefer we just quit blogging but our friends today have encouraged us to keep writing.

I posted on Facebook today the following quote: "When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place." ~ Unknown I felt to post it for encouragement for someone. Tonight I realized God was speaking to me, too! My original intent for blogging was to be an encourager, stay connected with friends, and make new friends. I'm committed to it!

Friends, PLEASE join me in praying for the two URGENT needs brought to us today. You don't have to know the names to touch God. Just listen to God and He'll speak to you. Allow me to share a personal testimony of God speaking. Today Kent felt impressed to give someone $100. He didn't tell me and didn't follow through. Then today I was buying groceries and I felt the Lord whisper to me 'so and so' needed food and we should give them $100. I got busy preparing to cook for the family and didn't mention it to Kent. Later Kent was talking to someone and they told us 'so and so' had a need. Kent immediately told the person on the phone he felt to give the other person some money. I was outside grilling our meat and came in and told Kent what I had previously felt. Wow!!! It was our GREATEST honor tonight to simply be a funnel for God. I shared that personal testimony to say if you will listen God will speak and lead you to help others.

Honestly, the two needs I'm speaking about I didn't call their names today BUT I did pray the prayer that was needed for them today. God knew the 'who'... Help me specifically pray for peace and healing for these persons. Let's also agree that we will be sensitive to pray for whatever or whomever God leads.

Oh to be more sensitive to Him! There's not greater joy than to CARE for other's needs and watch as God does the miraculous.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Great Long Weekend

What an incredible weekend! I'm PROUD to be AMERICAN where we freely enjoy ourselves.

Sean flew in Thursday afternoon. Redonia had to work and was unable to pick him up. Kent and I planned to pick him up but Trent and Calah decided to join the fun. Calah made an orange welcome sign. You know TEXAS LONGHORN orange. She put a few choice words of welcome on the sign. Trent stood front and center of the exit door @ Terminal B of IAH with the sign held over his head. Just trust me boys will be boys....Sean got a big laugh at his welcome.

Friday was a relaxed day of 'nothingness'. It was so relaxed that Kent nor I can remember what we did! We truly did almost nothing. It's been a long time since we've enjoyed a day like that.

Saturday the kids went to Galveston. Kent and I went to a Texas District Junior Bible Quiz Tournament, a graduation party, and went and visited ALL of my little bus kids. Kent passed out suckers to them. They love getting anything no matter how small. I LOVE my babies!!! Saturday night we took our kids to Papadeaux's for seafood. Redonia, Kent, and Trent enjoyed an appetizer of crawfish.

Sunday CUPC had only one service. Visiting minister and friend, Jonathon Green preached. We had an amazing service. Thirteen persons received the Holy Spirit! It was so awesome watching each one pray. Just before service a couple who has just started visiting asked Kent if he would dedicate their baby, Matthew. Kent told them he would be happy to do so within the next couple of weeks. Immediately he could tell they were wanting the baby dedicated that day. Of course, Kent did dedicate the baby. It was one of the sweetest ever! During the altar service both the Mom and Dad were part of the 13 receiving a brand new experience with God.

Sundays are our busiest work day. I NEVER cook lunch. This Sunday I decided to cook. The kids came over and we enjoyed a delicious meal together. Later in the afternoon we went to the lake for a time of boating, jet skiing, & tubing. The water was too rough for the kids to ski. Trent and Redonia loves water sports. Calah, really doesn't enjoy it. Well, Sunday she was brave. She rode the jet ski, tubed, and even loved the boat ride. I'm thinking we have us a new water kid! Sean loved the water sports, too. Late Sunday night Kent and I went to Starbucks on the lake. We enjoyed sitting outside together.

Today we travelled to Nacogdoches for the funeral of a dear lady. Memaw Porter was a special lady not only because she was the Mom of Sis. Joyce McClain but because she was a great saint of God. After the graveside we enjoyed lunch with Bro. & Sis. Vernon Neeley, Kent's parents, Gene & Ouida Gary, and Jerry & Debbie Long. When I grow up I want to be just like Sis. Neeley. She is such a gracious lady! She is so warm and friendly. Every time I see her she acts so happy to see me and treats me like I'm worth a million dollars. I saw another lady today who KNOWS me so well. She didn't even speak. Finally, a friend said to her, "Do you know Sis. Tracie?" Wow....she must have felt really silly...not the person endeavoring to introduce us but the one who stood talking to my friend without even speaking to me! lol Just a reminder of the reason Mom always taught us speak to everyone. (Thanks, Mom!)

Kent and I travelled home in peace and quite...we can ride for hours holding hands and not saying a word. I slept most of the way and he drove. Finally, he woke me up and asked if I would drive so he could sleep. We were so relaxed it was hard to stay awake.

Tonight I took Kent on a date! Woo Hoo...The house was just too quite for me. Redonia was with friends and I couldn't sit here any longer. We went to The Woodlands Waterway. Our first stop was Hubbell & Hudson's. Kent got a cup of coffee and I got gelato. I couldn't decide between coconut or raspberry so I got a small cup with a little of each. We sat at a sidewalk table and enjoyed people watching. After we finished our treats we went to the Waterway Square and enjoyed the dancing waters. We are spoiled to have such wonderful date places right at our own backdoor.

Redonia came in a little bit ago but she was on the phone talking to Sean. Kent and I didn't rate. I actually waited up on her! Maybe tomorrow she'll have time for me....sometimes I feel like I've been traded in. Oh well, Sean's cute and a great guy. I wouldn't have it any other way. Following is a cute picture taken of them this weekend.



I hope each of your weekend was relaxing....now tomorrow is back to work we go!!! Blessings for a GREAT week!

Friday, May 22, 2009

Memorial Day Weekend


Today begin our holiday weekend. Kent, Sean, and I went to Panera for breakfast while Redonia worked a few hours. After a trip to the church and a few other errands I grilled sausage and prepared some fresh fruit to go with our lunch. We've enjoyed a relaxed day. We've been busy the past few weeks. A 'chill' day was very enjoyable. Tomorrow we have several things to accomplish. Later we hope to 'chill' a little more. Sunday we are going to have only 1 service. I plan to grill porkchops for lunch. After lunch we are 'all' going out on the lake. We will enjoy boating, tubing, skiing, and jetskiing. Well, 'they' will enjoy all of the previous activities. I'll enjoy riding in the boat. Monday we plan to 'chill' a little bit more.

I'm thankful we live in a country where we have the freedom to relax in peace. As each of us go about our fun relaxing weekend I trust we will not forget the reason for this holiday. Let's not forget those who have died in service to our great country. I hope each of you will spend quality time with family and friends. May your weekend be filled with love and blessings!

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Life is it fair...is it really sweet?

Today I spent some time visiting with a lady from CUPC. She is having a bit of a difficulty but finally stated when life gives you lemons just make some lemonade. Later I found this picture. It caused me to do some soul searching.

Things in life are not ALWAYS sweet. However, life is sweet if we make it sweet. Think of ingredients that go into make a delectable cupcake. They are not all sweet. Flour, eggs, baking soda, and many seasonings or flavorings we may choose to add are not necessarily sweet. However, the end result is truly SWEET. Think about lemonade. A lemon is definitely not described as sweet. However, mix in some sugar and ahhhhh what a sweet refreshing drink!

Things in life may not always go the way we choose but we can add other things to our life that will cause it to be sweet. Think with me, what are some things we can add to give 'sweetness' to life. Yes, for me LIFE is SWEET!!!! I choose to add some SWEET things!!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Thoughts on Relationships

God likens his church to the family. I believe our spiritual lives and our physical lives will be no stronger than the other. I've been happily married to my husband for soon to be 27 years. Wow! I've lived with him longer than I lived at home. We can finish each others sentences, look at each other and communicate without saying a word, feel when something is wrong with the other without having to be told, and be in different towns and almost simultaneously send each other a sweet xox0,heart or winking smiley face text message. That gives me GREAT comfort to know that I can have that same kind of relationship with God.

It's amazing that when I get out of sorts (yeah I'm human, too!) that not only do I feel out of sorts with my sweetheart of 27 years but I feel out of sorts with God. Amazing that when I fix one relationship they all get fixed.

Last night or really wee hours of the morning Kent dreamed someone was cutting off my feet. I woke up about 4 am to him tackling me. So great to feel loved and know he CARES for me. Second time to be tackled by him. First was our first year of marriage. A tornado literally blew his office trailer over. We were in it. He tackled me to 'cover' me from flying debris. Although last night I felt rudely awakened and this morning even have a bit of a back ache I have sat here thinking how loved I really am. There is NEVER a doubt in my mind that Kent will not take good care of me. Earlier this week in a physical sense he came quickly to my protection. Again, this just comforts me further in my relationship with God. How many times does He come to my rescue? Sometimes He may tackle me in process and I may feel a little sore but what a blessing to be protected!

Kent has NEVER demeaned me to anyone. He loves me, cherishes me, provides for me, simply put he takes care of my EVERY need. How much greater does the Lord take care of me? I realize that some may not have a good relationship with their spouse but trust me God is no respecter of persons and just as he takes GOOD care of me, He WILL take GOOD care of YOU!

Today let's work on RELATIONSHIPS....every one of them. I believe our spiritual relationships and physical relationships must agree. They will each be strengthened by the other. Friends, I love you all and want to make it to heaven with you.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Scriptures Regarding Holiness

While I could post many scriptures about 'specifics' of holiness this was not my thought pattern yesterday. However, my thoughts were simply of being a holy or separate person that I may be found pleasing to God. I KNOW when I love Him I will happily comply with anything I feel the scriptures discuss or furthermore anything I feel a prick in my heart concerning. While the Word may not deal with a specific in a particular area I may find a principle in the Word that does. Furthermore, I may simply feel something to be a weight as discussed yesterday.

I feel if we seek to love and honor God we will not get hung up on the whys or why nots rather we will serve Him willing to abandon all other weights, sins, and strongholds. Again as I mentioned in my previous writing the new concept of Christian liberties doesn't ring true to my ears. How does picking up more weigh less? The scripture clearly states to lay aside weights and sins. Therefore, I think there are some things that my not necessarily be wrong that we should consider laying aside less they become a stumbling block to either ourselves or others. I challenge church leaders to look very closely at this concept.

Following are only a FEW scriptural references. In some instances I quote the scripture. In others I gave an excerpt or a brief description. Please do not take my word rather read the scriptures for yourself.

Hebrews 6:1 …let us go on unto perfection;

Hebrews 12:14 Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:

Romans 12:1-2 I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service. And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.

Titus 2:11,12 - For the grace of God that bringeth salvation hath appeared to all men, teaching us that, deny ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly, in this present world.

I Cor 1:8 - that ye may be blameless in the day of our Lord Jesus Christ.

I Cor 6:12 All things are lawful unto me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of any.

II Cor 5:16,17 - If any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new. A new creature, a new creation, a new character.

II Cor 6:14-17 - we are to be a separate people: separate from the character of the world.

II Cor 7:1 - Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God.

Ephesians 1:4 - According as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the earth, that we should be holy, and without blame before him in love:

Ephesians 5:26-27 - That he might sanctify and cleanse it with the washing of water by the word, that he might present it to himself, a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish.

Ephesians 6:10-18 - We must put on the whole armor of God. We must have the character of Jesus Christ. It is impossible to have the power of God without having the character of God, which is holiness.

Philippians 4:8 - Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

Col. 1:21-23 -And you that were sometimes alienated, and enemies in your mind by wicked works, yet now hath he reconciled in the body of his flesh through death, to present you holy and unblameable and unreproveable in his sight: if ye continue in the faith grounded and settled, and be not moved away from the hope of the gospel, which ye have heard, and which was preached unto every creature which is under heaven; whereof I Paul am made a minister.

I Thess 3:13 To the end he may stablish your hearts unblameable in holiness before God, even our Father, at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ with all his saints.

I Thess 4:7-8 For God hath not called us unto uncleanness, but unto holiness. He therefore that despiseth, despiseth not man, but God, who hath also given unto us his holy Spirit

I Thess 5:22-23 - Abstain from all appearance of evil. And the very God of peace sanctify you wholly; and I pray God your whole spirit and soul and body be preserved blameless unto the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.

II Timothy 2:21,22 - Flee also lusts; but follow righteousness, faith, charity, peace, with them that call on the Lord out of a pure heart.

II Timothy 3:1-5 - These scriptures describe the exact opposite of holiness: from such turn away.

Titus 1:16 – They profess that they know God; but in works they deny him, being abominable, and disobedient, and unto every good work reprobate.

Hebrews 7:26 - For such an high priest became us, who is holy, harmless, undefiled, separate from sinners, and made higher than the heavens;

Hebrews 8:10 - For this is the covenant that I will make with the house of Israel after those days, saith the Lord; I will put my laws in their minds, and write them in their hearts: and I will be to them a God and they shall be to me a people.

I Peter 1:13-19 - Wherefore gird up the loins of your mind, be sober, and hope to the end for the grace that is brought unto you at the revelation of Jesus Christ; as obedient children, not fashioning yourselves according to the former lusts in your ignorance: but as he which hath called you is holy, so be ye holy in all manner of conversation; because it is written, be ye holy for I am holy.

I Peter 2:1-25 - The character of a Christian. …a peculiar people...

I John 2:15,16 - Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the father is not in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the father, but is of the world.

Revelation 21:27 - and there shall in no wise enter into it anything that defileth, neither whatsoever worketh an abomination, or maketh a lie: but they which are written in the Lamb's book of life.

Revelation 22:11 - He that is unjust, let him be unjust still: and he which is filthy, let him be filthy still: and he that is righteous, let him be righteous still: and he that is holy let him be holy still.

Matt. 7:13,14 - Enter ye in at the straight gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: because straight is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.

Matt. 23:1-39 - Read whole chapter. - NOTE verse 26. We must be clean INSIDE and OUT

Luke 21:34-36 - And take heed to yourselves, less at any time your hearts be overcharged with surfeiting, and drunkenness, and cares of this life, and so that day come upon you unawares. For as a snare shall it come on all of them that dwell on the face of the whole earth. Watch ye therefore, and pray always, that ye may be accounted worthy to escape all these things that shall come to pass and to stand before the son of man.

Again, as I have carefully sought out these scriptures last night and this morning I have done so with much soul searching and prayer. I trust you will do the same. The principal of holiness is to be like Him who lives within us. How can he be in us yet we not be like Him? An old chorus rings in my ears...maybe you will join me in singing...

To be like Jesus
To be like Jesus
On earth I long to be like Him
All through life's journey
From earth to glory
I only ask to be like Him
All I ask- to be like Him.

Monday, May 18, 2009

A New Dedication

This morning I read the following scripture:

Corinthians 6:19-20 What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own? For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God’s.

Our church is in an intense time of soul winning. However, I have felt such an urgency for those who have known God for a longer period of time to dedicate their lives again to God. In fact last evening during our pre-service prayer this was my prayer.

The Bible declares that we are living temples of God. We need to recognize that our enemy is constantly at work, trying to erect idols and desecrate our temple in various ways so that we cannot be used to glorify God. How long has it been since we cleansed and rededicated our temple to the Lord? We should really be doing it daily!

We want to be holy — pure — righteous so that we can be found a peculiar people, a holy nation, a royal priesthood, as the scripture says. Let’s strive to be a people who shine forth the glory of God today. Let’s pull down the strongholds and destroy the idols that pollute us.

Hebrews 12:14 Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:

Not only is it important that we are peaceful but we must live a holy life in order to see the Lord. The United Pentecostal Church has always been a church to stand for holiness. I think it is imperative that we live with PEACE and HOLINESS. While we pursue after being a peaceful people I pray we do not lose grip on holiness. Holiness is not something that is optional. The Word has strong teachings in regards to holiness. We do not have to lay aside our holiness teachings for church growth. While I agree people may 'move' or 'change' churches due to holiness issues the sinner will be drawn to a church who adheres to a holiness doctrine.

I recently posted the following song. I just 'feel' to post it again.

Holiness, holiness is what I long for
Holiness is what I need
Holiness, holiness is what
You want from me
Holiness, holiness is what I long for
Holiness is what I need
Holiness, holiness is what
You want from me

So, take my heart and form it
Take my mind and transform it
Take my will and conform it
To Yours, to Yours, oh, Lord
Faithfulness, faithfulness is what I long for

Faithfulness is what I need
Faithfulness, faithfulness is what
You want from me
Brokenness, brokenness is what I long for
Brokenness is what I need
Brokenness, brokenness is what
You want from me

True holiness brings about a faithfulness to God. Holiness leads us to a spirit of brokenness where we can CARE for others and share God's PEACE with them. Hebrews 12:1 Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us. We do have witnesses in this race therefore we should not be concerned only with sins that beset us but also weights that hinder. It seems more and more people justify the things they have been liberated to pick up. Amazing to me that weights are now called 'Christian liberties'. When did a weight ever become something to liberate....in fact I believe it to be just the opposite. We must truly become aware of Satan's tactics to disillusion.

God, this morning, I want to dedicate again those things which set me apart. I give you my heart. First, my heart must be a pure and holy place for you to dwell. Lord, I give you my 'glory,' my hair. I give you my face, my body, my clothing. Please, take all of me. As I dress today let me reflect Your image. As I talk today let me reflect Your mercy and Your grace. I want to reflect Your perfect image and not an image that is misshaped with things of this world. I realize there are many people at CUPC and many newcomers looking at Your image as it is reflected thru me. Please, Lord, let me exhibit who You truly are. You are a pure and holy God. May my spirit be true and holy. I believe You can not dwell in an unclean vessel let me continually strive for a clean dwelling place for You. In Jesus name I pray!